The Stress Doc explores how his new poem/“Resiliency
Rap” – “The Gift of Writing” (below) – evolved from, for him, a novel process
of dissatisfaction, honesty, discovery, engagement, frustration and,
ultimately, synthesis. The existential
question: at times, is it possible to be your own creative partner? And if so, what does it take? Read on.
When
One Becomes the Powers of Two: The Art of Becoming Your Own Creative Partner
– Essay & Resiliency Rap
Joshua Shenk’s thesis in
the thought-provoking Powers of Two: Finding the
Essence of Innovation in Creative Pairs, (Houghton Mifflin Harcourt, 2014), is clear: innovation is powered by the creative tension
between individuals in great dyads who are both very much different and very
much alike. Think John Lennon and Paul
McCartney, Shenk’s prototypic example. Both
driven musical geniuses (who lost mothers in their teen years), Lennon tempered
McCartney’s tendency for soppy romanticism, while McCartney helped soften
Lennon’s angry, hard-edge. Shenk adds: “The heart of creative connection is the
felicitous and complementary combination of the familiar and the strange. These simultaneous extremes generate the deep
rapport and energizing friction that defines a creative pair.” I particularly like this line from Shenk: We need
similarities to give us ballast and differences to make us move.
Alas, what happens when a creative partner is
not on the scene? Are you consigned to
creative impotence, or can you improvise?
(I suppose one analogy at hand is settling for self-stimulating pleasures
instead of the real thing. Hey,
sometimes second best isn’t so bad; and, when on auto-pilot, the imagination
can run a little wild.) 😉 But seriously, I may have discovered another
option.
The Pass in the Impasse
Recently, I have been reviewing poems and
“Resiliency Raps” ™ penned two and three years ago. The motive:
I had begun to sharpen my Seussian voice – tackling deep, often complex
themes with accessible language, graspable and memorable images, as well as
fast, feisty, and fun rhyme schemes. And,
as suspected, a number of the earlier works, especially the longer pieces, are
more abstract and less clear, even to the author’s mind. (Of course, as I continue to age, I do become
a little more demented.)
In the early stages of this operational procedure, it dawns on
me: in paradoxical fashion, I am in the arena of creative opposition…between
my past and present selves! And Shenk’s dyadic proposition may well
apply. For as I’m rethinking the early works, it’s not just a matter of
substituting a word, phrase or image, here and there. Not only am I
seriously streamlining the longer pieces but, within a story-like format,
making more tangible and mythical the imagery and references. Bringing an
evolved mindset to the remake, I’m separating the poetic – verbal and visual
– wheat from chaff; there are original images and ideas waiting to be utilized
anew.
A significantly different structure is also emerging. For example, in the poem immediately below,
there are shorter stanzas broken up by a repeating chorus. In addition, what was a one-time only opening
line – I write; therefore, I am – now
becomes an opening variation for each poetic section, e.g., I write; therefore, I am memory. “Memory” becomes the organizing theme for the
short segment.
Danger and Opportunity
The challenge of this surgical procedure is as
much egotistical as it is operational: accepting that my earlier work was
significantly flawed. It wasn’t as
wonderful as I previously believed. To
my credit, I was experimenting with new poetic formats. A memorable poem, like a classic city, isn’t
built in a day. For original production,
the courage to take an honest look in the mirror, to recognize the circuitous
process, perhaps time wandering in the proverbial desert, the opportunity for
noodling and trial and error experimentation which allows, finally, the return
to familiar territory with a fresh mindset, ready to seek feedback, if not a
partnership, is a growing sign of personal-professional maturity that should
not be minimized.
Actually, it’s not unlike the “step” work I’m
doing. Areas in my life that seemed
“settled,” are presently being exposed as sources of defect and dysfunction (“d and d”). But instead of being immobilized by feelings
of shame, as I may have in the past, or denying the issues altogether, I’m more
challenged to wrestle with d and d,
in group meetings as well as alone and with one or two fellow “steppers.” (There’s that “power of two” theme, again.) So let’s add two “d”s: new direction
and determination!
And “constructive discontent” is often the
starting point for creative problem-solving, whatever the generative or
innovative domain. One might say, doing
a fierce and fearless, overall life/moral inventory regarding emotional
beliefs, behaviors, and relations (the “12-step” forest) is facilitating this
poetic reappraisal and risk-taking (of the “word artist” trees).
Naturally, there is risk tearing down an
existing structure; one that I’m defining as outdated, of insufficient quality. Will I be able to construct a worthy
replacement? An image of buildings
inadequately designed to withstand earthquake tremors comes to mind. And after such a trauma, hopefully you are
motivated to rebuild with stronger materials and sounder blueprints. Perhaps I’m in a period of psychic quaking,
as it were. A courageous second look allows
for assessing strengths and gaps. Now
there is opportunity for rejuvenating poetic form and function that is both
firmer and more fluid. Hopefully, your
work can sway and withstand natural tremors along with human slings and arrows. (Ultimately, you, reader, will be the building
inspector 😉 .)
Closing
A question
comes to mind: do you have other
projects (not necessarily involving poetry or even writing, for that matter),
that might warrant a second look? Are
you ready to explore the “Powers of Two,” ideally with a partner? But if one isn’t on the horizon, can you turn
your former self or an old work into a provocative antagonist, perhaps an arena
where thesis and antithesis do battle.
It just may be time for new creative synthesis. To good adventures. MG
~~~~~~~~~~~~~
The Gift of Writing
I write; therefore, I am
Hey, Rene, ** this is no scam
It’s in the stars of this Aries ram.
Head in the clouds; mind on the lam
Still head-butting that nightmare exam.
I write; therefore, I am memory
Ghost voices smolder in purgatory
Smoke signal secrets of the family:
That “don’t talk, don’t trust, don’t feel” litany
May one scratch history from jaws of mystery?
Writing, Writing
The art of inner
fighting
Writing, Writing
Are you still deciding?
I write; therefore, I
have a brain
Word Legos helps design the sane
Till mind meets wall…there’s no more to gain
But REM sleep drama for all the pain.
Red morning eyes know the Sisyphus ** strain:
It’s in your blood…Up the
mountain again!
I write; therefore, I
have a role
9-5…just not how I roll.
Why do they scoff? Some try
to cajole…
Don’t make me laugh: “Just set a goal.”
For fiery dreams that still burn a hole
Plug in…compose: lay bare Shadow Soul.
Writing, Writing
A knack for in-sighting
Writing, Writing
No more closet hiding.
I write; therefore, I am
not null
All in my head; perhaps full of bull?
Whatever is said, at least I’m not dull.
Seuss-lite illumes the jet-black tunnel…
Rising from ashes – a Phoenix role model:
A keyboard with wings – new
mythic seagull.
I write; therefore, I
have an image
Is it true vision or just a mirage?
Trapped in a maze or safe passage for rage?
But one way to know…leap to the stage!
Who knows where you’ll
go on a blank screen or page!
Writing, Writing
When spirit starts
igniting
Writing, Writing
No more simply gliding.
Writing, Writing
Like thunder and lightning
Writing, Writing
On Pegasus **…start
riding.
** Rene Descartes (1596–1650), French philosopher, mathematician, and
man of science. He concluded that everything was open to doubt except conscious
experience and existence as a necessary condition of this: “Cogito, ergo sum” (I think, therefore I am). In
mathematics, he developed the use of coordinates to locate a point in two or
three dimensions. The Cartesian coordinate
system is named in his honor. (Oxford
Dictionaries)
** In Greek mythology Sisyphus was the king of Ephyra (now known as Corinth). He was punished for his
self-aggrandizing craftiness and deceitfulness by being forced to roll an
immense boulder up a hill, only to watch it come back to hit him, repeating
this action for eternity. Through the classical influence on modern culture, tasks that are both laborious and futile are therefore described as Sisyphean. (Wikipedia)
** Pegasus, in Greek mythology, a
winged horse that
sprang from the blood of the Gorgon Medusa as
she was beheaded by the hero Perseus.
With Athena’s (or
Poseidon’s) help, another Greek hero, Bellerophon,
captured Pegasus and
rode him first in his fight with the Chimera and
later while he was taking vengeance on Stheneboea
(Anteia), who had falsely accused Bellerophon. Subsequently Bellerophon
attempted to fly with Pegasus to heaven but was unseated and killed or, by some
accounts, lamed. The winged horse became a constellation and the servant
of Zeus. The spring
Hippocrene on Mount
Helicon was believed to have been created when the hoof of Pegasus
struck a rock.
In late antiquity, Pegasus’s soaring flight was interpreted as
an allegory of
the soul’s immortality; in modern times, it has been regarded as a symbol of
poetic inspiration. (Encyclopedia Britannica).
© Mark Gorkin 2017
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Mark Gorkin, MSW, LICSW,
"The Stress Doc" ™, a nationally acclaimed
speaker -- on stress & burnout, performance-leadership and captivating
communication -- as well as recognized authour, and
"Psychohumorist" ™. Mark is a founding partner and Stress
Resilience and Trauma Debriefing Consultant for the Nepali Diaspora Behavioral
Health & Wellness Initiative and is a current Leadership Coach/Training
Consultant for the international Embry-Riddle Aeronautics University at the Daytona,
FL headquarters. A former Stress and Violence Prevention Consultant for the US
Postal Service, he has led numerous Pre-Deployment Stress Resilience-Humor-Team
Building Retreats for the US Army. Presently Mark does Critical Incident
Debriefing for organizational/corporate clients of Business Health Services.
The Doc is the author of Practice Safe Stress, The Four Faces of Anger,
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